It’s only been TWO DAYS of lesson and I’m feeling the stress already. The teachers hold expectations that are so high and the demand of quality work is simply horrifying. O level year, yes I know. But it seems terribly hard to commit to studying and going for CCA. Band requires me to commit THRICE a week and once it’s already 4 hours. Technically, I spend about 12 hours a week in Band. Academic wise, my teachers loves giving homework. Just today alone, I had to complete three Chinese essays. Essays are tough, let alone CHINESE. But I still pushed through, missed my CCA, and made some sacrifices to finish it up. I have no idea on how I should do the book review though, so yeah.
Haven’t been feeling exactly good nor happy these few days. Was really affected by a matter that happened recently. Wished it had never happened because it was between me and someone whom I never thought I’ll ever be against. Painful, but I’ve just got to trust God, that everything will fall back into place soon. Every difficulty is an opportunity for us to trust God and rely on His strength. Hopefully we’ll never ever drift nor fall apart.
My nose has been bleeding for the past 3 nights and I’m down with flu since last night. It just got worst and now, my head hurts from all the blowing and sniffing. By His stripes, I will be healed!
Goodbye.
